terbang burung terbang

dua tiga hari lepas ceritanya..

tengah melangkah nak masuk ofis lepas selesai senaman dekat lua, tiba2 debush! bunyi ada benda menghentam kuat ke dinding(?) kaca ofis. bergegar dinding kaca nasib baik tak pecah. pandang atas bawah, rupe2 sang burung tgh dok menggelepar. member sudah hentam sama itu kaca rupanya.kasihan..

petang lain hari plak.dlm ofis.sekali lagi debush kedengaran. benda yang sama, sang burung satu kali lagi sudah hantam itu dinding kaca.kali ni betul2 belakang meja GM. member tgh kena beleter pon lega. bos,tak bos suma itu burung sudah tengok.kasihan lagi.

dunia batu kaca.

lainnya dengan sang burung, terlanggar dinding kaca..suspected dia tak cam sbb nampak kaca tu pantul balik bayang2 awan,pokok2 so member dengan selamba burungnya hantam itu kaca.

orang lain pula ceritanya. dunia mmg dah penuh kaca.ada kaca bercahaya, sampai ada jugak orang silap beza intan dengan kaca.yang tertipu, terpedaya..dan segalanya. kemarin tok cerita, ada orang rosak mata sbb kaca masuk mata.aduh..denga pon dah sakit rasanya!

cermin pon kaca.kaca yang tak pernah menipu tuannya.apa yang terbayang, terpantul semuanya.senyum sang tuan, senyumlah pantul bayangnya.jerawat sang tuan tak mungkin kurang seketul di depan cermin kaca.bulu hidung terkeluar pon tak mungkin disimpan apa lagi nak sembunyi depan cermin kaca. nak marah kah tuannya pada cermin kaca?atau pada bayangnya? marahlah sekali, dua pon tak apa..yang nyata, bodohlah tuannya itu.

makcik,makyang,makteh, even tok ngah buleh berejam lamanya bersolek depan cermin muka. periksa kedut, periksa kesan botox.takut2 ada cacat cela. paklang, pakteh, pakcu ada yang tak pernah ada cermin muka.bangun pagi sarung apa yang ada.sampai ofis baru tenyeh mata.dalam toilet ada cermin muka.nasib baik gosok gigi tak lupa.

cerita pasal cermin, takkan kita lupa kisah dongeng orang putih.cermin bercakap boleh bagitau sapa cantik, sapa lawa. kenapa? senang saja..semua orang mau cantik maa.. tadi tgk nona. ada segmen mau cantik lagi u.. tak kesah tak cantik? jgn tipu la.Allah pon suka kecantikan..

Innallahal jamil wa yuhibbul jamal..Allah itu cantik, dan sukakan kecantikan.

mudah cerita, mahukan hari ceria..pastikan mengadap cermin kaca.bangun pagi senyum lama2.katakan padanya, Hari ini saya mahu berjaya.Demi tuhan, agama dan diri sendiri.
kenapa tak ada demi bangsa? lain kali kita cerita.

aduhai burung.kasihan dikau tak kenal dinding kaca..

aduhai manusia..celik dirimu masih tertipu antara permata dan kaca..

salam ceria!

18 comments:

Sufi is me July 10, 2006 2:13 AM  

ish ish ish.
kesian burung tersebut.
dunia memang penuh dengan kezaliman.

eh. best tak dah keje kat opis? sure best kan..

zwitterion July 10, 2006 9:25 AM  

manusia sering tertipu dalam banyak hal..
suruh company tukar cermin lain boleh?

anak pak usop July 10, 2006 11:57 PM  

cik sopi: bes ke ek?takat keje kilang,ape la yang besnye.keluar pagi balik malam.still finding freedom of time.

cik zwitterion:aiseh..takat pekerje cabuk je nak request pon org tak dgr.ape lagi nak suruh2 cik zwitterion

Anonymous July 19, 2006 10:59 AM  

hehehe...
assalamualaikum...pengunjung baru:)
urm,itulah kita....mmg slalu tertipu dgn pandangan mata...

lumrah,manusia sgt sukakan kecantikan...

n sbb tu gakla brg2 tu tekorban,...sbb kita rasa ,"eh,cantiknye mangunan yg byk kaca2 tu..."...so,...salah sapa?
takde yg salah secara total,...semua pegang saham dlm semua isu perkaitan ni:)

nice blog)

Sufi is me August 12, 2006 8:32 PM  

dia buat dah...
senyap lagik.

pakchaque, sila mangkit dari pengsan! mangkit mangkit!

ish ish. pakchaque ni akhir2 ni slalu ja pengsan pengsan. awat la...

Anonymous November 15, 2006 6:16 PM  

The only method BN can stay in power is to keep the nation stupid, uninformed and struggling to put food on their tables.

If the nation is stupid, then they will ask less questions. Unable to think logically and systematically, everything that the BN force feed to the nation will just be taken at face value. BN says that malays should be given more help.

If the nation is uninformed, then BN will have less to worry about stealing their money and telling a totally different story of how they are helping them get better. Take a million, donate a thousand.

If nation is struggling to put food on the table, the less time they have to care about the decapitated political condition in the country. So BN can just continue to marginalize every single person who is not a malay.

So why talk about them not reaching their promised goal of being first world when it is not their goal since day one. Everyone here knows what their goal is. We know that their promises are as empty as their heads.

What they want is to get as much money as possible and stash them in some other country because sooner or later, the ringgit will be worthless. Maybe cheaper than rupiah.

We will have to see if that really happens after the next election.

Anonymous November 15, 2006 6:22 PM  

Pak Lah, you are losing ground as the clock ticks. You are supposed to be an honest and religious man when you are chosen to be the prime minister. You preach and talk of great things to come for all Malaysians regardless of color, creed or race. You have not shown any of your talks being implemented.

Get rid of the dead woods and the useless ministers, and give the opportunity to the younger generation to help you rebuild the country.

It is hard and tough decision to make as everyone knows, but still you have to do something to correct all the wrongs that are getting worse as the days go by. Now your own ministers are going against you.

This is just a case of ministers hijacking the issue to further their political standing. Sadly at the expense of the public people. How in the world can we vote them in? It is like a case of voting them in to screw us and yet we say they are doing their job.

Our Gerakan, MCA and MIC ministers have lost their consciences and souls a long time ago. So it is pointless asking them to do the right thing.

These are the reasons why I always mention that the BN ministers were fourth class mentality people.



When the British
- ruled the land
- crushed resistance using Gurkhas
- took the natural resources (rubber, tin, etc) to be brought to the UK
- they were called "penjajah"

When our own Malaysia people
- rule the land
- crush resistance using ISA and police
- exploit the natural resources (gas, oil, etc) to be brought to the bank accounts in Switzerland
- they are called "satu lagi projek kerajaan Barisan Nasional"



Some ministers have strong connection and influence to get away with doing and saying anything without any respect for decency, law and order.

It seems the environment of fear, intimidation and threat is very strong to speak out for what is best for Malaysia and its ordinary people. This is a very unhealthy environment for a civilised, modern and progressive society.

It is time for the people to wake up and smell the coffee and think for themselves what is good and right for the country. Discard the bad and retain the good.

Anonymous November 15, 2006 6:28 PM  

Many malays don't like to admit it, but once upon a time, they were not Muslims like everyone else!

Malays were part of the migration of Polynesian peoples whose original home was Yunan in China to South-East Asia in what is known as Philippines, Indonesia, Malaysia……….

At that time the Orang Asli were already well settled in the malay Peninsula, so that makes them the most legitimate of the bumis.

Malays were animists then for hundreds of years until Indians crossed Bay of Bengal to South-East Asia and spread Indian and Hindu culture to the peoples there.

Hence we had the great Hindu kingdoms which later also became Buddhist kingdoms of Srivijaya, Majapahit, Langkasuka - but main thing to note is that racially the peoples were malays and speak old malay language.

Islam only came to South-East Asia from 1400 after foundation of Malacca by Parameswara. Again from India crossed Bay of Bengal and spread Islam to South-East Asia. Malacca sultans were among the first converts and the rest is history.

Please note that the malays have been Muslims for only 600 years and have been Hindus/Buddhists very much longer - at least 2000 years. Malay culture is very much influenced by Hindu culture including Sanskrit words like the wayang kulit, raja, maharaja, etc.

Unlike Javanese, who are proud of their Hindu/Buddhist past reflected in great empires like Srivijaya and Majapahit, malays are generally ashamed to dwell on their pre-Islamic Hindu/Buddhist past.

On the contrary some malays try to be like the Arab wannabes, trying to cleanse the malays of their Hindu/Buddhist past - in this even the songs and films of P Ramlee become victimized!

If Islam had not come to South-East Asia, malays would still be Hindus/Buddhists like the Balinese which is not a bad idea as Balinese are considered very peaceful people.

Anonymous November 15, 2006 6:33 PM  

UMNO = Untuk Makan Nasi Orang

This is a new generation of lazy malays who evolved from their lazy ancestors. Not surprising la! Wait for the next generation of lazy malays on the future with better parasitic economic policies.

Anonymous November 15, 2006 6:41 PM  

Hello Malaysians! I am a Malaysian Indian whom been in UK for quite some time now. And until now some of my good friends are malays.

As a country, Malaysia is a beautiful one compare to lots of other countries. But there is something I want the malays to hear and consider, racism exist everywhere and I agree. But how can a government run its country depending on race, that is not fair.

For one minute if you guys think out of the box, how can even education be divided according to different races where there is some as Mara University only for malays. Don't you think education is something everybody deserves without racism in it?

In UK I am not even a PR here but I been treated so equal in terms if I am going to buy a house or to apply for a university. Can you believe it that I got a funding to do my PhD from a UK body, they are that fair.

I know few Mara medical students here in UK who got full funding from Malaysia but they are not bonded with Malaysia at all! I just want you guys to think is it fair that our fathers tax money (non-malays and malays) goes to waste!

Racism exists in UK, where you can see some citizens giving odd comments and all but that is all! That comment will not affect me at all! The thing that will affect me is, I getting a good result without being able to continue my studies.

My living lifestyle is so good in here and I am so happy, that does mean I don't like living in Malaysia but please think, I will never be treated the same, my kids have to go through the same thing.

I will continue to work in UK until I get a PR and really earn some good money, then one day I will return to Malaysia to retire, and with money, the government can't touch you! In fact you can just live your live as if Malaysia government does not exist at all.

I just think that no country should be governed according to religion and race, the country will never come up. As we all can see, MAS airlines with no competition in Malaysia went bankrupt! Can you believe that!

Someone said Chinese invaded Singapore, well lucky they did, and that is why everybody in the world now knows Singapore and not Malaysia which is much much older and bigger.

Anonymous November 15, 2006 6:47 PM  

Let us not forget the Chinese community is in fact helping many malay students who are presently studying in Chinese medium schools!

These schools are funded by the Chinese and no one can dispute the fact that when it comes to donation towards education, the malays can never match up to the Chinese.

The latter donate millions of ringgit each year for their mother tongue education.

Anonymous November 15, 2006 6:53 PM  

Malays are lazy, narrow-minded, racist, in the real world. But they blame Chinese, Indians, white man, for many things. No wonder many person label malays as disgrace animals.

It is good for malays to go back to jungle of Africa, in order to avoid so many problems. Enough said.

Like what one said, your Umno-malays label is to just rob the rights and benefits of the unassuming and poor malays, who think that you are fighting for their cause. Whom are you trying to bluff?

There is nothing to be proud of Ketuanan Melayu. If at all, it is only the personification of the ills facing the malays in general today.

Minus the nation building and economics, you Umno-malays are left with only politics - right before and after independence. Creeps like you should find out and address this: talked and discussed corruption problem which does not seem to go away.

If even after almost 50 years, and after all the generous handouts, you are still a bitter man, lamenting at our Indians and Chinese successes, then go back and do a bit of homework to find out, why you need to work more and talk less.

Everyone knows that they worked and struggled to build a nation, I mean sweated it out. Lest you forget history, the Indians and Chinese came here to build a country which was largely neglected. Ask yourself why?

Their sweat and pains may have been forgotten by selfish creatures cloaking in disguise in the likes of you malay, but this Malaysia nation shares a rich history of the "other races" contributing to the nation building, which you cannot be proud of.

Well, there are always guys like me who have tried and have been continuously denied the opportunity to "serve" this country, basically with the race card thrown at me.

Look around yourself and tell me as honestly as you can - be whether under such circumstances, I would have reasons to love this country? Unless you have a different definition for that word "love"!

To further prolong the grips of the Umno-malays over the greed others, especially the Chinese, is been made the scapegoat for all things.

A fear that had has no concrete socio-economical standings. It is more psychological. For that all the Malaysians are been pull and push into the self-dug hole of only Umno ketuanan matters most. All things are secondary.

He forgets that what he has been written is just like the saying: spitting skywards and get own face smeared.

Such a mind is wasted by simple form rather than the deep down substance, show this guy's mind is as twisted and empty.

The saddest part is that Umno fanatic can write better, indicating a higher level of "education" but more tunnel understanding of historical facts. His education is wasted, and another basket case of form over substance.

From what Umno malay fanatic has been written, it can be seen that these malays are still at the balls despite of the facts that, the globalization will eventually making their factitious claim obsolete.

Many would like to dispute and point to whatever reports that claimed glories for all the developments stated for Malaysia now. There is only one word for this spurious cry - form over substance. Please think deeper to reflect this.

Just think about how Philippines go down the drain under Marcos government. Sadder still, we are not catching up with the top.

Instead we keep comparing ourselves with the bottom and sliding down the rank as we "proudly" proclaimed these achievements. How pathetic can one be!

Anonymous November 15, 2006 6:58 PM  

The Barisan government has achieved 0% in reversing the trend of racism.

While South Africa has disbanded racism through the government's initiative after the global news onslaught, our Malaysia government leaders are propagating RACISM and FACISM in every way.

In term of racism, we are the most uncivilised country in the world. Look into our neighbouring countries of Asia, they are advancing economically on a straight forward objectives, for their citizens.

Whereas we are moving in deviationist path, widely off the international economic theory, for the sole objective of propelling the well being of a supreme race.

Mahathir era is over, here we have Badawi. Is he changing the trend? Not a single sign of it.

How about the future under Nazib? Sad, sad. They have more camouflage in readiness.

Anonymous November 15, 2006 7:14 PM  

Don't worry. Many people are already leaving Malaysia for a better future elsewhere, where they are rewarded what is due them, their knowledge, intelligence and hard work. Blame people such as yourself for the brain drain in Malaysia is sufficiency.

As far as I can recall, the Melaka sultanate was not Muslim. Islam was introduced by the Muslim traders from the Middle East and some attributed it to Laksamana Cheng Ho, who was a Chinese Muslim. So please take note that the origins of the sultanate was no one that is Muslim.

Second - technically and legally speaking, only the natives such as the Jakuns, Ibans and Bidayuhs are the original pribumis in Malaysia. Even the malays have bloodlines from Sumatra, Sulawesi and Jawa.

I am praying for the day that some rich person(s) would challenge the current legal rulings when it comes to the rights of the malays because the malays do not originate from Malaysia and thus, do not deserve the title "prince of the earth" and the rights that go with it.

I am all for special rights for people who truly deserve it - the poor, the needy and the natives, who are the true bumis.

We are fast approaching the 50th anniversary of independence. Please ask ourselves what have we achieved in this span of time.

What has happened to our education system? How has our nation improved? How are we going to improve ourselves and make Malaysia a safe and friendly place for tourists and investors alike? Why is the crime rate going up, with numerous sexual assault, robbery and murder cases?

(But yes, by all means, continue to call someone a bitch. She is more articulate than you anytime of the day. More well read and traveled. In almost every sense, she is better than you. So if she is clueless, I wonder what do you call one who is like yourself?

And no matter how terrible/sinful/bad a person is, I am sure every religion promotes respect and love. No doubt even the Prophet would be respectful and patient of womenfolk.

Shows your family upbringing at home and how you treat your mother truly.)

What conservative Islamic values? The correct term is conservative Arabic values. These values are alien to Malaysia. Girls in the kampung used to bathe by the riverside.

Even P Ramlee movies hardly featured anyone in tudung. And now you have indoctrinated fools going scuba diving in the tudung. Oh, how the foreigners laugh!

People who want to live like Arabs should move to the Middle East. There is your cue, malay.

I personally think that men and women who do not have life experiences and relevant university educations should never qualify as politicians in near future.

After 50 years of independence, I expect a higher standard for politicians - well traveled, well read, well knowledgeable and informed. Plus admirable virtues such as respect, love, kindness and gentleness.

So our politicians (who represent Malaysia in the world front) and citizens ought to be more smart.

Malay, you should go to Pakistan/Iran/Afghanistan, on a one-way plane ticket. Make sure you strip off your Malaysian citizenship on the way there. Malaysia deserves much better than citizens such as yourself.

So please do us a favor and just fly to another country where your ideas will be welcomed and encouraged. Malaysia has no place for a person such as you.

Anonymous November 15, 2006 7:19 PM  

The racism culture of jealousy never die. Mahathir promoted the sense of jealousy of malays against non-malays to get into power.

He promoted again jealousy of Malaysians, and malays in particular against the son in law of Badawi to throw Badawi out, so that his nominees can go in.

Now it is generally accepted that jealousy between races has a legitimate claim to attention. Then NEP will not go way and Najib claimed that there cannot be a time limit for NEP.

His father asked for 20 years, and he now says 200 years, until the country is taken over by foreign power, whichever is earlier.

Let us not provide excuse to Umno.

zwitterion December 05, 2006 4:27 PM  

pakchaque, tak teringin nak update ke?..huhu

zwitterion December 13, 2006 2:41 PM  

:)

Sunan_Jati January 16, 2007 4:56 PM  

wah kejamnyer.. cian akt boring?...
buhla kaler itam ka?heheh!